awake, again... and all that really matters..

It isn't easy to find that comforting thought at night that helps you put on the covers, somewhat like scene of a movie that wraps it all up, makes everything okay. Sometimes every night can be a question that is still vibrating, still unanswered, keeping you awake and occasionally google-bound.

a random search for  "all that really matters in the end..." reveals:

All that really matters in the end is that you loved. (Facebook) 

All that really matters in the end is whether we loved Jesus so much that we fed his sheep and cared for His lambs. (Guardians of Hope Foundation)

As long as there is no intentional harm, all that really matters in the end is the results. The ends do justify the means, as long as the means are not mean. (The Dating Black Book)  

Sometimes, that's all that really matters in the end is how much a game and pull and absorb you into it. (Awakening, Game FAQ)

All that really matters in the end is the legend that grows up around him." "He became someone else. Then again, he always was. (Velvet Goldmine quotes)

All that really matters in the end is that you were brave enough to search on the inside to find the people, experiences and life that you did on the outside (The Shortcut to Nowhere, article on Elite Daily).