that's german for speechless. i have a very cool german vocabulary - snatched from bits of german lessons in high-school and brother's german gang of friends. that gang also incidentally drinks non-german beer and gets a very german high and starts singing self-confessedly bad german songs. its all actually rather cute.
but speechlessness... there's nothing to be said about it :)
have been going through a spell of bipolarity. was supposed to go to work today but ended up nervous at home. even got ready down to earrings, tied shoelaces, lunch in bag at the door. But at the final moment, turned around and sat at home. Seems I cannot face the 'world out there', so I am in here typing in the comfort of my apartment. its the least i can do...
